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mastergraywolfInteresting Link: http://lj.libraryjournal.com/2012/04/opinion/editorial/pulitzer-says-no-to-fiction-editorial/
Another Ramble. Just some thoughts about mental status. I may make more when I have time. Doesn't have to make sense, I'm just typing.
Here's an inference on myself?
Aside from IRL hindrances such as caring for the family, lack of confidence in my craft of writing and in my capability to read is something I have been questioning. I use "love" as a force to regain confidence, and tell myself that I can change, but I lose faith further down the road.
What could be the problem? I wouldn't say that I'm incredibly encumbered, and can read and white from time to time. Heck, I even blog.
I guess it's depression.
Why do I say reading and writing? They correlate in literature obviously. For reading, I think my focus is bad and I can't seem to assimilate what I'm reading into memory completely. Like my focus sways and I have trouble imagining where everything is directed. For the latter, I think back at reading science fiction or a fighting scene. It's like, "Geh, what's happening? Am I imagining this right? Is this happening? Is the ship/horse here or there?" Also, I sometimes have trouble with remembering dialogue and names, and vocabulary. It just lowers my interest in finishing books. I can't enjoy them with these..handicaps. Is this happening from passing time?
The length doesn't matter.
Now as for writing...
Heavy composition, which has gave me praise for excellent writing, turned out to be flawed, riddled with errors. I can't praise every reader obviously.
What I want to know is can I fix myself? I'll talk about this more another time.
AM I "restricted"?
Another Link: http://lc.ust.hk/~sac/advice/english/reading/R9.htm
Another Ramble. Just some thoughts about mental status. I may make more when I have time. Doesn't have to make sense, I'm just typing.
Here's an inference on myself?
Aside from IRL hindrances such as caring for the family, lack of confidence in my craft of writing and in my capability to read is something I have been questioning. I use "love" as a force to regain confidence, and tell myself that I can change, but I lose faith further down the road.
What could be the problem? I wouldn't say that I'm incredibly encumbered, and can read and white from time to time. Heck, I even blog.
I guess it's depression.
Why do I say reading and writing? They correlate in literature obviously. For reading, I think my focus is bad and I can't seem to assimilate what I'm reading into memory completely. Like my focus sways and I have trouble imagining where everything is directed. For the latter, I think back at reading science fiction or a fighting scene. It's like, "Geh, what's happening? Am I imagining this right? Is this happening? Is the ship/horse here or there?" Also, I sometimes have trouble with remembering dialogue and names, and vocabulary. It just lowers my interest in finishing books. I can't enjoy them with these..handicaps. Is this happening from passing time?
The length doesn't matter.
Now as for writing...
Heavy composition, which has gave me praise for excellent writing, turned out to be flawed, riddled with errors. I can't praise every reader obviously.
What I want to know is can I fix myself? I'll talk about this more another time.
AM I "restricted"?
Another Link: http://lc.ust.hk/~sac/advice/english/reading/R9.htm
